Day 12 of 14
Goodness and Mercy — Even Now
“Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.”
Psalm 23:6 — KJV
There is a word at the beginning of this verse that is easy to rush past: 'surely.' Not 'perhaps.' Not 'eventually.' Not 'if I hold it together.' Surely. It is the language of someone who has looked at everything — the valley, the enemies, the shadow of death — and made a declaration that overrides the fear.
David says that goodness and mercy will 'follow' him. The Hebrew word is more active than our translation suggests — it means to pursue, to chase. Goodness and mercy are not strolling behind David at a polite distance. They are in pursuit of him. They will find him wherever he goes — even into the valley, even in the darkest night.
This is not denial of the hard season. David wrote this knowing full well about valleys — he had been in them. It is not a promise that every day will feel good. It is a promise that goodness and mercy are the underlying current of his life, the thing that will not stop chasing him, regardless of what the surface looks like.
Even now — in this grief, in this loss, in this pain — goodness and mercy are pursuing you. Not just waiting for you on the other side of the valley. Pursuing you through it.
That does not make today easier. But it does change the orientation of your heart. You are not running from something. You are being pursued by something — by the relentless goodness and mercy of a God who will not let you go.
Let yourself be caught today.
Today’s Prayer
God, I want to believe the word 'surely.' I want to believe that goodness and mercy are chasing me through this — not waiting for me on the other side, but here, now, in the dark with me. Help my unbelief in this. Let me feel the pursuit of Your kindness even in the middle of my grief. You have not run out of goodness. You have not run out of mercy. Let me rest in that today. Amen.
Journal Prompt
“What would it mean for you — practically, emotionally — to believe that goodness and mercy are actively pursuing you right now, in the middle of this hard season, not just waiting for you at the end of it?”
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